Im feel depressed now. Im going interview tml and after that i’ll be shopping at town (with no money) til i meet frens for dinner along with mr neo.
Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled… old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.
突然间我很想念我们在起的日子。
不知道你们会不会记得我， 但是我说过的， 我不会忘记。
没有任何一个人可以取代你们的位子，
以前没有， 现在没有， 以后也不会有。
我不想再试，不想解释我说过的话。
因为你们对我的误会太深了。
我不会解释， 我只会越说越错！
只少我以前就有努力过阿！
就把这些回忆再次得埋在我的心。
tiffany will still be tiffany..
except that i’m growing up still in terms of my thinking!
a bit bhb.. but i think i’m more mature now. HAHA
big 2 in like last than 2 months? I HATE IT!
im tired..
im going to drink abit tonight..
maybe getting myself drunk is a good..
i dont wanna think at all..
everything is my fault..
even if its a last min thing, i asked you and i got angry, you should have told me nicely and not in that rude tone like i owe you money for life.
then all these ended up my fault.
you cried.
like i wont?
and i must say sorry and talk to you first?
im pissed with ur attitude not because its a last min thing.
you can talk to me nicely but what you did you do?
ask yourself why would people think that you treat them like bo chup.
Im telling you, not only ME.
so nice of you to make me cry.
you’re busy, so are others.
but come on, dont tell me 5 mins of your time to msg us or call us is difficult.
dont tell me that you saw us on MSN, you dont have the time to say hi.
you’re so busy with school.
but when u’re not schooling, you’re also like that.
so it seems that being busy is just an excuse.
you like to say so much and do nothing.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT,
ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME!
you should know how many times we quarrelled over this.
oh wait. u’re so freaking busy. maybe u dont remb. i think this is like the 3rd time?
im TIRED TOO!
i have school too! projects, tests!
You want ppl to stand in your shoes, STAND IN MINE TOO!
HOW I WOULD FEEL AT THAT POINT OF TIME.
so nice of you making me cry.
and oh ya.. you dont read my blog.
because you dont bother to ask me n yah yah for our blog address.
P/s: Im worried for my ah ma. =(
why people dont look at my perspective?
and dont accuse me.. #()$*&#$&(*#%
i dont wanna do things that will hurt myself again.
dont tell me it can be done, they are sad too, blah blah
i did take initative! =(
i was telling dear that i should stop whining and grow up.
its time that i should. i always tell myself that it takes time.
but thats just an excuse.
SO!
i’ll wake up, think about it, get over it and love myself. =)
oh ya.. the sun really hates me.
i went down to tan today at dear’s place.
and the dark clouds came. and rained! =(
we went back upstairs and watch 40yr old virgin.
i know you love me alot.
but love me more please. =X
Why is it that humans’ feelings are able to fade away anytime anywhere?
What happened to the “I’ll love you forever”?
I’m very very sad about this after listening to someone.
I reminded me of how mr neo dump me for not a girl but CS.
and yes. IM EMO OKAY.
but he’s right opposite me now without any ideas that im typing this.
and i know that he loves me alot alot now.
but when will it last?
im afraid. very afraid.
=(
i’ll be happy if anyone buys me milk chocolate donuts. =(
i cant stop thinkingggggg damn it. i need the donuts!
why this feeling dont wanna go away?
you shouldnt lie..
you apologise..
im supposed to forgive you..
i have no idea this heart of mine will hurt this much.
is it always me?
is it always that im never contented?
why is this all my fault?
why is it that if you said sorry, i must forgive you?
if a word, “sorry” can solve everything.
can it stop the pain for me?
will you even read this?
