from 2oo5

its quite true…

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don’t like conflict. Because you’re so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

blog tml about fireworks! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

its been a week since i blogged.
not many reads my blog anyway. but for the benefit of those who reads, im here ‘blogging’(actually complaining).

I just finished my web server management test. I didnt know the weightage is like 40%. and i thought its only MCQ n fill in the blanks. So i only read through my notes last night. What happened in the classroom just now was me staring at the paper, flipping through and DOZING OFF! all i can say is i might have to repeat my module and i know im screwing my studies up this semester. At least in the past, i bother to do practicals and listen in class most of time. Just not this sem. I have another test at 3pm which i had not studied at all. weeeeeeee..

now i know why people dont like to polyclinic.
the doctors there laughed at what you said. -_- and i swear what i said wasn’t funny or wrong. and i just sat there and tell her my problems and she didnt even ‘touched’ me to see where or what gone wrong. All she did was talked and laughed. In other words, all she did was just sitting there the whole day! cheat money! (although its damn cheap compare to outside)

im going back to study…..
and im down with fever..
hooray! -_-

We deny we’re tired, we deny that we’re scared, we deny how badly we want to succeed. And most importantly, we deny that we’re in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can’t recognize the truth… right in front of our faces.

My dearest pauline..
i really wish u will listen to me.
you’re really not ready to be frens with him.
and he’s not ready to be frens with you.
Im not asking you to dont be frens with him anymore.
give your heart time to heal pls.
时间会冲淡一切。
he’s not the only one. he’s just that type of guy u look for.
someone else, someone out there can be as ideal as what you’re looking for and will treat you even better. trust me. =) if there’s anything, you can just call me. because besides that, i really dont know what else i can do for you. ive lost enough frens and i dont wanna lose anymore.

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when
my group member keep screwing my day up,
finding lame excuse to shoot me,
talk to me like i owe her money,
i feel like giving everything up,
so many times..
so so many times that i was angry til the point that i cried out.
your class got test, my class no test?
she really ruined my day each time i see her sms replies.
thats a problem with ppl who are not in ur class and u dont know them well.
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night jogging is good.
after my yoga today, i went to jog.
but after jogging for 1 pathetic round,
i got the urge to shit so i went home to shit.
HAHAHHAHAAHAHA. =X
random tiffy’s on.

I GREW FATTER! I gained back 1 kg. my shorts are tight. slap my face. i have to lose another 1 kg more. is it possible to lose 4kg b4 i go taiwan? =\

our friday
accompanied my dear to remove his stiches that was left after his extraction of wisdom teeth.
we went starbucks for coffee. thats our black book =) supposed to catch a movie after that but my dear have to go for his training so i accompanied him for awhile and make my way home..
Saturday
went out with my darlings. supposed to meet at 12pm. we ended up meeting at 2.15pm. i went to trim my hair b4 going out because long hair seems to make my face chubbier. =( and my dear says i look nicer with shorter hair like now. weeeee =) then we shopped a lil. ate and hang out at starbucks. mango was on sales.. the top that i used to like is like half the original price but i didnt like it anymore.. and i found a nicer one which cost 45bucks and i cant afford it. =( i really need a job man.

this is the top. ‘I love mng jeans’

we laughed so hard throughout our outing.
that starbucks guy is really cute. right aud?
can we meet next week my darlings?

the reason why im so into coffee now is because of Grey’s Anatomy. the doctors kept drinking coffee and i didnt know i can be affected by it. my favourite, ice-blended mocha. =)

off to work my ass off my projects

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The fantasy is simple. Pleasure is good, and twice as much pleasure is better. That pain is bad, and no pain is better. But the reality is different. The reality is that pain is there to tell us something, and there’s only so much pleasure we can take without getting a stomach ache. And maybe that’s okay. Maybe some fantasies are only supposed to live in our dreams.”

Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life but as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want.

some random updates for you guys

school has been fine and projects are piling up(once again) but im coping it okay still. Just had a test yday, business correspondense. Writing letters, essays and blah will drive me nuts soon. My English sux so badly. I didnt fail any of my tests. But i got Cs for 2 out of 3. I know I know. Its not a big deal. But my entire year2 had no C.

Enough of school.. I have been wanting new furnitures for my room for a couple of years already i think. Im getting them real soon. My dad is giving me a budget of 500bucks which he knows that I’ll exceed it. And how soon will it be? maybe this sat, which surprises me because i never thought it will be that fast. I planned on getting new bedframe, 2 wardrobes or a big one?, bookshelves, drawer and a side table. =X

btw, Im catching Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix today with my dear. It’s rated 3stars. So I’ll find out how ‘good’ will it be soon. =)

Im stuck on Grey’s Anatomy. I used to watch it on Channel 5 but i skipped a few here n there. My dear downloaded for me which got me stuck to my chair for 4 hours plus after I got home after dinner at ah ma’s.

Its from Crystal’s Jade Kitchen. Sauteed Egg Udon i think? Its nice if you’re a egg lover. chicken ones’ of course.

Im lost but I’ll find my way out soon i guess.

i hate the other side of me.