from 2oo5

In one of my previous posts, i talked about a surveyor job post.
Mr neo’s fren took it and then after a few days told darrell that he doesnt want it(at least he told dear nicely and said it straight why he didnt wanna work) so mr neo and I went around calling ppl as the next day is the so called interview. Then mr neo’s another fren said okay and that he needed the money anyway. Mr Neo assured me that his fren wont PS. Seriously so much for trusting you fren my dear. At the very last minute, mr neo had to call so so many times and he came up with an excuse. If you dont wanna work as a surveyor, just said it straight. DONT FUCKING PS AT THE LAST MIN. fucking tarnished my reputation. I wanted to give the job to FS. but I was thinking maybe i should mix around with mr neo’s fren for once. You caused your fren to quarrel with his gf, you caused your fren’s gf’s reputation tarnished and in the end, you said that you hope that I wont be angry. DOES IT MATTER ALREADY IRRESPONSIBLE FUCKER? Mr Neo was telling me what a nice guy you are the past few days. seriously, don’t let me see him. my blood vessels will most probably burst.

i feel like talking to you. and you.
do you want me to talk to you?

sounds weird

anyway i just got my hp bill yday and i thought i’ll be so dead because mr neo’s bill came up to 500bucks bcuz of the overseas calls and smses from USA. My bill was only 35bucks. no charges for that at all. weeeeeeee.

the wednesday that just passed was great.
went out with my cousin, had lunch at NYDC,
then partyworld for singing. cheap n big room..

after that went to meet mr neo, his fren and fren’s gf
bought his ipod video and then dinner..
had fun with them, all the chatting and blah..

anyway the main point of this post was..
as mr neo and I walked towards the mrt,
I saw this old lady trying to sell her things like tissue papers, can foods and such..
SO, I reached for my wallet and dug out my last 1 buck to gave it to her..
initially i didnt want to take the tissue but I thought that i might need it.
To my surpise, after handing her my 1 buck, she told me that the tissue cost me 2 bucks.
I was seriously shocked and look at the tissue paper like “wtf?”
Am i not kind hearted enough and too stingy to just give you 1 buck?
I’m giving you my 1 buck even though im not working!
not as if its 10bucks or what. But 1 buck i can buy…. sweets? ya. -_-

Anyway.. Dear took out 2 bucks and handed it to her then pulled me away.
After walking for awhile, i saw a blind man singing.
I should have gave that man my last 1 buck man!
At least, He’s performing and he’s even more poor thing than that old lady.

Is the world outside changing?
“Beggers” have come to a point that they can bargain for how much you wanna give?
All I’m saying is.. Be Grateful..

because i dont like it

my neighbour just told my parents that last night their maid came home late and there is this bangla worker who tried to pull her and rape her or whatever shit. -.- luckily someone save her because she screamed loud enough..

fuck them seriously..
I just started having freedom of going out late and now..
)*$&*(#&*^@#!)@#

DAMN YOU bangla workers
so desperate.. can you all just turn gay and fuck your kind?
fucking always drink drink at my house void deck
YOUR HOUSE AH?
then always pee at the tree, the lift and the wall.
THINK I BLIND AH.
KNN

sorry.. =X

静悄悄的
轻飘飘的
闻闻爱情的香味
感觉有你的季节
对你的爱
写不下来
想想热恋甜蜜跟纯白
我忍住呼吸(我在这里)
等你的雨季(陪你飞行)
感受幸福的距离(多么靠近yeah)
一起分享空气(我会陪你)
许愿池里丢下硬币(uh uh)
你将我拥在怀里(uh uh抱着你)
123许下心愿
长相厮守到永远
流浪到达了终点
每分每秒走几年
停格浪漫的画面
秋天枫叶一片片
一点点一天天实现
闭上眼许下心愿
长相厮守到永远
这是我们的起点
也是我们的誓言
停格缠绵的画面
静悄悄的(我们静悄悄的)
轻飘飘的(心暖暖的)
闻闻爱情的香味(uh uh)
感觉有你的季节(yeah)
对你的爱(已经快要满载)
写不下来(心被甜蜜溢满)
想想热恋甜蜜跟纯白

why!!
why that BITCH!!
everything seems to revolve around that fucking BITCH!!
GOD DAMN IT!

im really sad now even though i went shopping just now!!
=(((((((((